His still small voice is niggling in my head but it is hard to hear because of the noise of my mind. I am faced with many choices at this point and I want desparatly want to enbrace His vision and move forward at warp speed but I dont have the course to follow yet. I want to quit my job to start a new one yet I cant until I pass my test. I want a house to buy but cant because I dont know where to look nor do we have a good debt to income ratio (which we cant fix without a better paying job). I can be patient at this time with the job because I cant hurry the test date (Aug 1st). But what really plagues me is where is our mission field? My wife and I have embraced the vision of Jacob's Well but feel a call to another neighborhood to be a part of missional communities as Pastor Eric refers to it. I am not a pastor in the since I pastor adults but I enjoy kids. I have worked with kids for a good many years and my wife and I have a passion for tweeners and youth. Question is where is the harvest field He has for us. I like the East Central area where the Church is but it doesn't niggle my heart. We went to a splash pad in Hilyard today and there was interestingly enough a connection.But is it because of Pastor Eric's vision for that area or is God niggling my heart?
It is time to pray and fast. I need His voice to resound in me. I need to mute the niose in my head and hear His orders for me and my family. "Here I am Lord, send me"
I will praise Him now.
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